hey pals, i've imported everything to dreamwidth and will probably be abandoning lj if/when this account gets purged. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ i see a few of my comms moving as well so it seems like The Time

if you care, i'm over @ doomcountry now, ready to.....continue not posting very much, apparently.

anyway, onward and upward

[fic] meat

Title: meat
Genre: Horror
Pairing/Characters: Sam/Dean; Sam, Dean, John
Rating: R
Word Count: 3184
Warnings: off-screen cannibalism, body horror
Summary: Sometimes—lately, especially—he thinks about what it would be like to eat something really, desperately hot—Sam's heat, the fever-warmth that comes off him in this tiny space.
Notes: I haven't posted any fic since September and I haven't written a one-shot since April which is....just an indication of how shitty this year has been.So uhhh indulging my thing(s) for wendigo lore and cannibalism on the hottest Christmas day on record in Texas. Neat.

The story Sam reads is "The Wendigo," from the classic Alvin Schwartz Scary Stories to Tell in the Dark collection. [thumbs up]

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[fic] 491

finally time to post my spn_summergen after all this time! i loved this prompt and i'm very happy with how it came out.

Title: 491
Recipient: crowroad3
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 2600
Warnings: major character death, suicidal ideation
Summary: The Rattlesnake 24-Hour Dine-In isn't in Rattlesnake or Shiprock or anywhere, really. It just sits on the highway, sinking on its far end, an oven in the daytime and a steel box at night, rarely-traveled and barely-loved. The food is just short of nothing special and the service about as slow as it comes. But Dean liked it the first time they drove through, so they keep coming back.
Notes: For the prompt: Dean's favorite highway, and Sam's favorite ghost.

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dallascon 2016

(i've been neglecting lj lately, im sorry)

so i went to dallascon yesterday with eris--just the day, since silver tickets were UNGODLY this year. most of it was great, some of it was a trainwreck. DEETS BELOw

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SO IT WAS AN EMOTIONAL ROLLER COASTER OF A DAY. but i'm very glad i went, and i can't wait to see them again next year. properly this time, the whole weekend, lol. <3

[impala noises]

i write sappy posts about spn a lot, and frankly i never like them afterward. they're kind of embarrassing, for no legitimate reason at all. i feel like i try too hard with them to make them sound the way i feel. which is pretty incalculable!

so i didn't want to write a sappy spn post today, but i didn't want to NOT celebrate the show at all. so i played the soundtrack at work, retweeted some stuff, and kicked my own ass in aerial classes tonight, because a hunter's gotta have core strength, right?? now i'm home, it's raining, and i'm gonna eat some cookies before bed, and toast a glass of ice water to my boys or something.

spn is like an old friend at this point. six years into my journey in this fandom, spn is just something i want to sit on the couch with. share a drink with. shoot the shit with. maybe the sappy posts embarrass me because they feel like i'm trying to prove to someone (or myself) how much i love Show, when there's really no need for that. spn is inked on my skin, hung on my walls, and nesting comfortably in my heart. that's all i need. <3

happy supernatural day!
sammy 3

aug 30, 2016

ya girl is EXHAUSTED because she's been taking classes at the studio the last two days. tonight was lyra hoop, which is really hard and hurts a lot and i am gonna be COVERED in bruises in the next few days. but i got to take it with my fave teacher, debora, who is possibly the cutest, fittest gay woman i've ever met. she's #goals honestly.

i think these classes are doing me a lot of good. i wasn't able to take any last week because i hurt my left oblique, and i was really down and tired last week because i had no outlet and wasn't able to condition etc. so coming back to the class has been really nice. (shout-out to kalliel for rocking in general and also for alerting me to the universe of circus in the first place. luv ya sistah <33)

going to bed at 10:30 sounds real good. i think i'm gonna do that.

i'm way behind on writing for scbb and in general, sigh. that's still an issue. it's hard to find time since i've had a lot of editing clients and they need to take priority. i want to get everything i owe to challenges squared away before we leave for iceland, at least.

some promo pictures for s12 have been flooooating across my timelines and stuff and i'm trying REALLY hard to avoid them (already been spoiled for one thing by accident, sigh) but i'm getting the first flickers of end-of-hiatus excitement! it'll probably premiere while i'm overseas, but tbh the idea of watching it at like 1 am in an internet cafe in iceland is wonderful to me. <3

anyway, i looked back over the last few months of lj posts and realised the overwhelming theme is that i've been Sad. so here's a relatively upbeat post, haha.